My darling lil fishlips,
First of all, cocaine is a helluva drug. Do try to cut down. With a clear head you'll realize that less (makeup, accessories, coke) really is more. This look didn't have to end in disaster. Had you chosen a black platform or boot rather than those shocking white shoes and nixed that looooong drapy scarf altogether, you just may have pulled this look off. Coco Chanel said it best, "Take one thing off before leaving the house." In your case, two or three. And start with a your makeup.
Hugs not drugs,
Elle